I used to watch Sex I’m the City and wonder what it would be like to walk down 5th ave like Carrie Bradshaw. I dreamed of being a published writer with book signing engagements and people wanting articles from me. I thought that was when I would know I had made it big! Little did I know that God had a different plan for my life.
I have made huge mistakes and given up to easily when someone told me I couldn’t do something. I believed them and my insecurities alike. What a fool I have been. I know God let me make those mistakes, so I could begin learn how to be comfortable in my own skin and living for Him!
I am alright now. Everything I have done and learned has led up to this moment in my life. The trick now is to keep believing and not forget how I got this point. One big fear I have is being real and not the fake someone that I thought I was. I don’t always have to be right and I don’t always have to be heard. I am really working on being still and being quiet. What a big job!