Hmmmm… How many times have I ignored the word of God? How many times has Jesus asked me to follow Him and I just sat there? Countless I am sure of it. I am stubborn and strong willed and if I don’t feel like doing something I don’t. Or at least I didn’t.
I have started to pray and pray and pray over everyone whom I think needs it and every situation I think needs it. It’s only been two days, but I am trying to be like God. And the only way I can try to be like God is to spend time with him. I heard the message this weekend. It seeped into this thick skull of mine and sank right down to my heart.
Something has a hold of me and I need to get rid of it. There is something dark still hanging on, but I know if I keep in His presence He will be able to break me free.