I really want to be the kind of person who needs everything in order and who needs to be on a schedule. I would really like to be a fanatical planner with scheduled time for reading, studying, blogging, writing, laundry, house work, dinner, dishes, playing with the kids, homework, etc.
On the other hand I want to relax and be the person who is not worried about anything. You know the freeloving hippee type that just rolls through life without a care.
Now the trick is to be a little of both in a good way.
I am a fanatic, but usually it ends up in a situation where I am freaking out, because my house is a disaster or because we need to be out of the house at 6:46 in order to catch the bus and Ben is still putting his boots on his feet.
I can also relax, but sometimes to much like in a situation where I get home from work and I don’t feel like doing anything, so I am a zombie sitting on the couch blocking out everyone and everything.
How in the world do I make time to do everything? I guess that is the magic question every working mother faces.